Monday, 20 October 2014
Crafts
One of the things that helps me with keeping my anxiety calm is crafts. I do all sorts but my favorite is crocheting. Just a few days ago I made myself a hacky sack to fidget with. It's not too heavy and you can move it around quite nicely. I'm glad to have made this one as one of my projects.
Monday, 15 September 2014
Time to learn about my gender!!
One of the things that I've been going through in my life is gender and sexuality changes. I'm pansexual - meaning that i don't care what gender the people I'm attracted to are. I have specifics that I'm attracted to. I've dated girls and guys. People laugh because I used to go from one gender to another. I have a partner right now named Nik. He's a tranny. I love him tons.
Now onto my gender... This is a tricky one to talk about. I'm genderfluid at the moment. Meaning that I go as both male and female genders. I was born a female (Amy) but I don't always feel like I am a female. I sometimes feel that I'm a male (Christian). I'm on a wait list to talk to a gender therapist but it's one of those really long lists :/.
When you think about it I'm pretty special lol. I have an anxiety disorder, have post epilepsy, not fully sure about my gender, ect.. It's an interesting life lol. But my family helps me through it all.
Now onto my gender... This is a tricky one to talk about. I'm genderfluid at the moment. Meaning that I go as both male and female genders. I was born a female (Amy) but I don't always feel like I am a female. I sometimes feel that I'm a male (Christian). I'm on a wait list to talk to a gender therapist but it's one of those really long lists :/.
When you think about it I'm pretty special lol. I have an anxiety disorder, have post epilepsy, not fully sure about my gender, ect.. It's an interesting life lol. But my family helps me through it all.
Friday, 12 September 2014
basic overview of myself
My names are Amy and Christian (you'll figure out why). I'm 18 and have gone through more doctors than the average adult has gone through in my life. I'm still needing to see more.
About 6 years ago I was diagnosed with depression. That's what started this journey. I went to doctors but they all just said I needed therapy so that's what I did. Turns out that I had a scar in my left temporal lobes hippocampus and amygdila. I got surgery to take them out August 15, 2012.
Things got better but not fully. I still had depression and I got an anxiety disorder with it. This year I have been dealing with non epileptic psychogenic seizures (panic attacks) and anxiety attacks and I'm on the journey to go forth and work on all of this plus my anxiety disorder.
I'm not going to be posting tons because I'm kind of new to blogging but hopefully soon I'll be writing more and telling you about my journey...
Peace and blessings! xoxo
About 6 years ago I was diagnosed with depression. That's what started this journey. I went to doctors but they all just said I needed therapy so that's what I did. Turns out that I had a scar in my left temporal lobes hippocampus and amygdila. I got surgery to take them out August 15, 2012.
Things got better but not fully. I still had depression and I got an anxiety disorder with it. This year I have been dealing with non epileptic psychogenic seizures (panic attacks) and anxiety attacks and I'm on the journey to go forth and work on all of this plus my anxiety disorder.
I'm not going to be posting tons because I'm kind of new to blogging but hopefully soon I'll be writing more and telling you about my journey...
Peace and blessings! xoxo
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